Hearts

Just a couple of days ago, I left a message on the boyfriend’s notebook, which goes something like, you’re the missing piece of puzzle to complete my world, along with a doodle of a globe and a stickman holding a puzzle piece. Next few days, he gave me a surprise present, it was a custom made puzzle with our picture printed on it. :)

Silly boy told me he didn’t bring along the receipt to collect the present, but he said he’s sure the lady would recognize him. And i was wondering why, after seeing the photo I still asked why he was so sure? He’s like, obviously because my face is on it. HAHA

Last night, i dreamt about this freaky indian lady who was stalking me. Not even sure if she is a human. It was really scary though, it felt like i had a similar version of this dream before this when she was stalking me in a car park. I fell asleep only 10 minutes, woke up from this dream, called the boyfriend and cried. T_T

Waiting for mummy to come home, shopping maybe? Haha

Opposites At Two Ends

9 months will fly. :)

 

The stars who’re flying off.

  

“I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,”

 

“I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.”

 

“My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.”

-Rascal Flatts (My Wish)

Hello love, you make me smile.

 

happy 23rd monthniversary, sayang. :)

you’re all i want and more. i don’t know why i ever doubted anything. Silly me. but, thank you for reassuring me what i felt was well and normal :)

i love you, so much.

Hold me and tell me you love me.

Seremban trip, guess where were we heading to?

 

JUSCO! HAHA

45 minutes bus ride to Seremban and we headed to Jusco after lunch. but, it’s always the company that counts. Jusco there and here aren’t much different though. :)

We had lunch somewhere near Shan’s place, I loved the bean curd. Home made ones are always the best, quote Jason. We were so hungry before lunch, the boyfriend and I bought three different types of siew pau but I still prefer the original taste.

Seremban roads, kind of remind me of the roads at my home town. Just the one with the shophouses left, right and center.

Quite a pretty place, right? Green and nature-ish and stuff. Haha. Here’s where I started to have stomach ache T_T

Jason got a black hole in place of his stomach. He ate so much, as if he’s never eaten yet. –_-

Waiting with the boyfriend, Thomas and Jason at the KTM station to head home. :)

Not long after, time for school again. Kickstarted the semester with Winnee’s class, Advanced Quantitative Methods. First day of class and already so stressed out! But whatever, ‘cause the foundation gang had a gathering at Chillax after class. :) Sweet, and I enjoyed it.

Jia Min, the one who always took the LRT with me. Please don’t get me wrong, I don’t miss the LRT and I absolutely love it that the boyfriend picks me up almost everyday, but i guess I miss the experience with her. Who else can I find who’ll tell me that “this is the Federal highway” everytime we pass by it? Hehe.

Florentyna, who dumped us for Queensland. :) glad to see she’s still the same Flo we knew, some people go overseas and change until sometimes with the thick accent and attitude and all you realize they seem like just strangers.

My girls.

These people, each of them is a blessing. :)

This semester feels quite hectic with having to plan experiments and complete research papers, with the teaching jobs we have and also other matters, the boyfriend and I decided to take only 3 subjects. Results for the previous sem is out, can’t say i’m too happy with them but oh well, i passed everything to say the least.

In this village where I live

... never thought some of my neighbors are such selfish fools.

This post in May '09; regarding the scary robber happenings around the area. Just the other day, as vendors were setting up for the pasar malam, a girl came down from the car to buy something. Two men on a motorcycle came by with a parang and chased her all the way along the shops. How daring can they get? Bloody rempits.

So the residents' association finally worked their asses off to get 85% of the residents to agree to the security plan to employ 24/7 patrolling guards, gate the neighborhood but temporary measures are to use oil drums while waiting for construction of the barriers.

With such scary incidents happening, you'd think it's too easy to get 85% to agree. But hell no, it wasn't! Such selfish people I have living right here so near to me, gives me goosebumps thinking about it. Most gave excuses like "I've no money T_T" when they were just boasting that they own loads of property. The woman at the corner house right beside the main road gave so many unjustified excuses when the corner next to her house was the best place to have the guards stationed there. She said, traffic jam! Air pollution! GOT PROBLEM REVERSING CAR WTF! People are getting hurt and all she cares about is reversing her damn car. Not only she objects, but she organized a petition and encouraged her neighbors to object as well, knowing that if the quota is not fulfilled the plans cannot be carried out. Of course the stupid ones followed her lead.

After such painful effort, oil drums were placed and guards were employed, everything was peaceful till one day. They saw the oil drums rolled down to the bottom of the alley, all the water emptied out from them. A few times later, they caught a lorryful of indian men moving them away. After investigation, found out that about 17 houses along the two rows at the main road called the police to complain and without any consent got the men to move it away. So the policemen came and gave them two choices - to move them back or to pay a fine.

Honestly, in a place like that, i thought most if not all my neighbors would be educated and civilized enough to support security for everyone in the neighborhood. Apparently not. Apparently there are still people like these, beasts, we shall call them.

If you know where I live, drive past one day and observe which houses do not have the "Neighborhood watch" tag on their gates, and most likely they're one of the beasts. Some are even parents of people I know, and you know what? I don't give a flying fuck about if i offend any of them. I'd be ashamed to even call them my parents.

If you don't know, well, let me bring you on a tour one day. We can toilet paper their houses and be just as uncivilized as they are.

as time flows, as quoted from you.

my boyfriend’s first blog post after we were official. In the last sentence he said he wanted the happiness to last for a long time. There were so many o’s in the long that i just counted them. 57 o’s. Assuming one o is one month, divided by 12, it is a duration of 4.75 years. I used to read seventeen, one article mentioned that 3 years is the deciding point. Ellie from missycheerio.com also mentioned something like that, which, I really admire that her relationship with her keeper is so seemingly perfect, and I’m truly happy for them. Not to mention Wendy from xiaxue.blogspot.com got engaged recently, her love story is also one in a million and i can foresee a pink wedding, lol.

so yes, the boyfriend and i have been together for almost two years now, which is both of ours’ longest relationship to date and i wish it would last us many lifetimes. i don’t get bored easily. :D

the semester is starting in a week, i just downloaded the timetable. it’s scary, you know, how time flies. it’s been almost 3 years since we first stepped into the undergrounds of HELP HMC and met there. and now, we’re in the midst of surviving degree madness and soon, thesis craziness together. :) i wonder, how will things be like after graduation? it’s a year and a few months away. we’ll be having the last annual ball, in maybe like eleven months time, which i really hope we’ll be attending together as a couple, still as lovey dovey as now if not more ;D two years two months ago, i let go of an opportunity i shouldn’t have, but i’m glad i had another chance to make everything right since then, and i’m not letting go this time. and i’m not letting anyone, anything take you away from me.

it sounds like it’s still so long away, but no, it isn’t. i don’t want to put a limit to how long we’ll be together, i don’t want to just be your “uni, college girlfriend” and move on after graduation, i want this to be forever.

Love me, like the first time again.

Well, this certainly was a surprise. A small gift from the neighbor, saw it on the table when I woke up. Appreciate it much. :)

Right before the semester starts, best to enjoy the last week of the holidays, which haven’t been as holiday-ish as much as I would like it, besides the constant dosage of Grey’s Anatomy.

Jason, the boyfriend and I took the bus to Seremban to visit Shanuja, but more on that later. :)

Anyhow, the trip was alright despite a stomach ache halfway through. And today, we watched Sherlock Holmes and I fell asleep in the cinema for some time. the boyfriend almost did but he said he didn’t want to waste money LOL

   

This is love, i never want to be without you. :)

my recent obsession

Grey’s Anatomy! Halfway through season 4 now. Maybe outdated, but i love it anyway. I get hooked on easily to different series, especially those that come in a few seasons –_-

Just in case you don’t know who is who, from top left to bottom right (in order): Bailey, sarcastic yet soft hearted; Mark, old potato mcsteamy; Christina, I just want her with Burke; Derek mcdreamy Shepherd but not so dreamy; Meredith, my favorite shade of Grey; Izzie the bimbo doctor but quite lovable; Hahn the annoying bitch; Richard the old man chief; Alex the manwhore with a passion for babies; Calliope another annoying bitch about to turn lesbian; Lexie the other grey whom i don’t like since she appeared ‘cause she tried to make a pass at mcdreamy; George the softie i hate his curly hair.

My favorite couple! LOL

I’ll hate anyone who gets in the way of my favorite couples anywhere anytime. I’m scary like that.

At this time, supposed to be on the bus to Seremban but oh well. Maybe later? hahaha

I need to say Goodbye, before I can move on.

It’s the third day of 2010, and I’m just back from my first trip of the year together with the boyfriend and his family. :) We spent two nights at the apartment in Gohtong Jaya which I first visited back in September 2008 when we were there for F.I.R.’s concert, then the two getaways with our friends and this recent one, probably the last time we’re gonna stay there. Slightly emotional wtf, saying goodbye ain’t easy ‘cause the place holds special meaning to me.

Last two new year’s eves, I spent my night with some friends at Michael’s house but was messaging the (not yet) boyfriend, who’s also the first person I texted to wish a happy new year. Then last year, we counted down together and watched Bedtime Stories for our new year movie. This year, was at the uncle’s house with the family watching fireworks and snapping pictures from afar as well as watching our own little fireworks and then off to Gohtong Jaya for a new year trip. :)

I have to go through the past year before I can move on and tell you my resolution for this year. :) In no particular order, some random pictures from last year-

My boyfriend knows me too well, last year’s birthday celebration was simple and sweet with my three best friends (including him) and that made my day. :)

My school, college, uni friends. :) I’m quite selective when it comes to a close group of friends, why would i wanna make friends with someone I don’t like, i don’t know. I’ve been lacking contact with my close friends from HMC though, and sometimes that pains me, but i’ll try to fix it. :)

Hannah Tan (top right), the big boss, I’m no part of her core committee (which the boyfriend is, btw) but she’s lovely and generous and I enjoy working with them. Doubt she’ll be seeing this, but I’d like to thank her and the team for the opportunities. :)

Bazaars, parties, birthdays, open houses, short getaways, concerts and so on, there’s very few pictures, really. :) but what I’ve done (official work stuff) in these two and more years since knowing the boyfriend is possibly more than I’ve ever done. I’ve to admit he’s a very good influence, except on certain issues, but I’m enjoying every minute with him, be it work or play. :) Fine, play especially. :)

For good or for bad, both of us aren’t talented chefs but I love this guy, who doesn’t smoke, drink or gamble (more than me at least), and who also can cook! ;D Simple meals, even instant noodles make me happy, and once in awhile we try something more extravagant.

Time well spent with the family makes me happy. I’m a lucky girl to have such a decent family even though some have dirty minds like omg thirteen year old kid making dirty jokes *AHEM* kristene and my sister.

For some reason I’ve been to Genting quite a few times this year, each time for different purposes. But i’m so glad that the boyfriend relived my childhood days with me , going on rides with me and winning a teddy bear for me. I was unsatisfied that the bear was small and so i went on to try winning a bigger one while he was lining up with the sister for a rollercoaster ride. crazy people, and guess what i won? the same small bear in a different color. Aww, meant to be. HAHA ;D

He also talked me into my first corkscrew ride and i totally embarassed myself by screaming before it even reached the top wtf lets not talk about it. And and we ran in the rain T_T so cold! thankfully we had pizza right after that and i proceeded to the washroom to dry my jacket under the hand dryer wtf.

You made the past year much better, much more hopeful, and perfect by just being there. :) Since February, we had a huge fight which went on for quite some time and i don’t know if there will be any other unresolved issues which have not surfaced, but what i know is i love you, and we’re gonna make it through no matter what. I’m fine now, i support you a hundred and two hundred percent and i will always be here for you. :)

and now, my new year resolutions:

1. refrain from McDonalds (not mcdreamy, wtf) for the month of January 2010

2. raise up my CGPA

3. lose weight wtf

4. refrain from wtf-ing unless necessary (this is gonna be tough! T_T)

5. to improve myself as a person, be more patient and disciplined,

6. work together with the boyfriend, and earn lots of money so we can go on vacation by end of the year :)

7. to grow together with the boyfriend and never grow apart. :)

That’s it! i’m done for today, and just to wish everyone a happy new year, here’s a quote:

fuck the bad,

savor the sweet. :)

Happy 2010! :)

*Edit 1.4.10 10:35a.m. already said wtf at least three times in five minutes :(